oh yah hello
geez, the haze is getting much better [i guess] idk bc i havent went outside for the whole day. yeay me. well im happy as fuck bc my school had been given 3 days off school. but in the same time im bored as fuck bc im sitting in front of the computer, wasting my time by doing nothing good [except for eating, drinking, peeing and also breathing]. i left my blog for a very long time. i just write on it if i feel very depressed abt something that i cant even describe by my own. no would understand except Allah. Allahu.

how do you feel when u love or care about someone? i mean, your crush. yes, him. u feel like wanna stalk him 24/7. every single time u log into facebook or twitter, you went to the search box and wrote his name. look everything that he posted, his conversation, his photos. i know its kinda sound irriatating. then, bamm! you found something that breaks your heart. it feel like u stabbed yourself with something thats really sharp. ouch. damn hurt. u wanna know the truth, but u dont know how to know the root of the story. u scared if he knows that u are trying to interrupted his normal life, he'll gonna hate u and started to ignore u. but u stop from the feeling ''wanna-know-something-behind-everything". u stop bc u dont want him to stop talking to u.