Jealousy ruined everything
Sunday, May 27 @ 6:39 PM
Assalamualaikum.
I've been busy these days. Busy with the mid-year examination, folio, Camping and Twitter. I've just plan to relax these holidays. But this over relaxing is killing me. Just online, stalking my haters profile, staring at the Timeline, stalking my crush's profile and repeat again. Lifeless.
I'm sick with this drama.
I'm sick with this feeling.
I'm sick with this condition.
I'm sick with all these.
Now I'm hating myself and I don't know why. Maybe because my jealousy and ego are on the top list. Yes, I do have my own ego. Jealous and insecure make me live like a stranger. Being someone that I never think about. Someone selfish about her own happiness without thinking everyone's feeling. That's the new me and I hate it. You guys have the right to call me awful or a disgusting person. I'm deserve it.
I admit, I do really miss my Ex-Boyfriend ; Capital I. But I know he still love his ex. That's all. Bye.